“Im not where I need to be in life.” How many of us say that? The universe has been speaking to me and I have to honestly say I’ve been to distracted to listen all the way. The older I get I realize life comes hard and most the time when you least expect it. Because of this on the low I’ve been the biggest part of my own self-destruction, Trying to overcome many of these life obstacles. Little by little, everyday it’s a fight. But before I go to far down this dark road let show you the light. The other day I went out to shoot with a friend and one thing she said something that rung in my head even in this moment, as I sit in front of this computer was to something I said. I called her “ the thrifter”. I called her this because she was mentioning some of the things she has planned to do in her future and one of them is thrifting. But when I called her this, she responded “The Being” and then followed with “ I want to do a lot of things before I die.” Meaning she wanted to tap into all the talents and gifts she has. It makes me think of this Youtube video I listened to with Les Brown on it. He tells a story about a man on his deathbed with all his gifts around him asking if gave his all, if he emptied his cup of life and did everything to share his gifts with the world. It hit me like I have so much more to do before I die. That includes eating right, meditating, treating people right and staying focus so I can get back to my old self. A Creator. Taking care of oneself mentally , physically and spiritually is a sure way to being your full self. Create a way back to the youthful creative you once were. I leave with this. It is a meme going around that says : be the person you were before shyt got crazy!” If you don’t know how…Create a way.